I've Just Seen A Face

I have Acne. No, I won't deny it or hide it because there is absolutely no point, it is how it is if I accept it or not. OK, now let's talk about it. I am 16 and my acne started when I was about 13, so I've had it for approximately 3 years now, sometimes worse and sometimes not that bad. Unless other people I had the luck that I was never bullied for it and I'm still not getting bullied at all.

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For all of you who are getting bullied because of their skin: the douchebags bullying you are just ignorant people who're looking for an 'easy target'. You are beautiful the way you are, on the inside and on the outside, please always remember that! There will always be people who love you no matter what! Stay strong and stay who you are!
I've had times when I though who would ever love me when I look like that, pimples all over my face and red marks and everything and I was just so done with life. I couldn't think of anyone who loves me or even just likes me, you know. I still sometimes think that but then there are the people in your life who just love you, no matter what you look like, how you dress, what you sound like or what other people say and think about you. I've always had these people in my life, and so do you. My family, my best friend in Germany, my best friend here, just mates and even pets. For a certain amount of time I've tried to cover it up with Make Up and everything but that just made everything worse. One day I decided to stop wearing Make Up completely and just put some on on special occasions which really enhanced the state of my skin. It's still not really good but it's become better, notably better.
What I could not change and what I still have problems with is not touching my face and picking on the spots on it. I just can't stop, it is really bad, I know. I'm not even doing it on purpose, it's just a habit I can't break. If you have any tips on that, please tell me hahah. I think, the worst thing is when you have like one of these white yellowy pus filled pimples you actually just wanna pop but that is bad for your skin hahaha. I hate that so much omg. Well, I'm still living with it and basically the only tips I can give you are, wash your face every day and at least at night but best would be in the mornings, too, with some kind of cleanser and what I use daily is an Aloe Vera Gel which is without any alcohol. I don't really use anything else, Vaseline at times but that's it.

Sooooo, I think that is my acne story so far if I remember anything else I'll just make another post about it.

Another photo of my baby *-*

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I'm gonna watch The Grinder (with my precious Hana <3) in peace now

Yours truly,

Maggie